Currently doing A-level in Taylor's College here.
Moved in to the apartment nearby on Feb 1st, coz I spend approx. 5 hours+ on the road everyday going back and forth to college from Puchong, vice versa.
Living alone sucks.
I don't like it here. I don't have friends to hang out with. No one with the same mentality as me. Plus, no one that I really 'click' with in college. Which make things even more depressing. All my friends are so far away. My classmates are all younger than me. Sucks.
I had to remind myself that I'm here to study, so sacrifices must be made.
*Cry kejap*
I fucking eat alone everyday. EVERYDAY!
Sigh. I can't.
The first 2 months, I was fucking lonely. Like dammit I don't have anyone with the same interest and stuff. But as time pass, I start to get more comfortable and approach people more casually. Except for the people from my class. I don't know why, (maybe its just me) but my classmates doesn't seem to mix around much. They already have their own 'clan' and don't really talk to others unless there's a group work thing.
I hope I can find a friend here that I can swear at and shit. I miss my friends, my boys, my girls.
Sigh.
I'll be stuck here until June 2014.
Someone. Help. Please.
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