A Coward

I don't know what to do after I graduate A-Levels this June.
I have no idea where I wanna go, what I want to do.
I'm scared. What if I choose the wrong path? I'll be spending 4 years and a ton of money on education and living+travelling expenses.
I'll be spending the rest of my life, stuck with a job that I don't even like.

Its funny how I'm actually scared of the future, rather than doing something about it. Scared of something that has yet to happen. Shame on you, Shaz~ Stop being a coward!



Sigh.

OK. I have about a month left till my first paper for finals (law paper). Still got time to cover those chapters. Still can make it. I mean, it's only 3 subjects.

CAN SOMEONE HELP ME GET STARTED???

No, no one can help me if I don't help myself.

BUT I NEED A PUSH!!

No, you can do that on your own for God's sake!

WHAT IS THIS INTERNAL CONFLICT THINGY??  D:

Ok ok. Tomorrow is Monday, first class after two weeks break. I'm obviously gonna get it from my lecturers because of my below average trials result.

It's ok Shaz.




It's okay....



Note to self: Stop being scared of what's coming and focus on your current situation. Dammit Shaz get yourself together! You're 20 already!